♥ 24jan
Child of God

SAJC
09A05/10A05
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And I used to feel like dreaming, except we always woke up.


I love this picture. Marjorie looks gorgeous.

I don't want to talk to anybody.
I don't even want to talk to myself.

what the heck to my carelessness. 10 MARKS.!@jjjjj as to the rest of the questions let's just say i didn't know how to do them (uh huh when everyone else laughs "OH EASY PAPER!") yah, i killed myself instead.

why am i such a careless freak at math? seriously. i can see x as y and 3 as 2 and and + as -

this is for the third damn time possible. amath1(!!), amath2 and EMATH2(omg)
i hope they don't moderate Emath's A1 up. please, please just let it be 75.

so i tried to pre-count my L1R5, i took the worst i thought i'd do in the 6 subjects (that excludes Phy btw 'cause the paper was just uniquely stupid & unforgivably complex?) and guess what? it was...NO WAY. no. no. no. no. no way. never.

now, i'm just like



typing aimlessly and angry with myself. haha people say i seem calm. have you seen my nerves? like fumbling during big exams in the cold corner of the hall... then you might (not) want to know what happened to me last Wednesday.

but i've learnt, and heck with all of that, they're over for good(:

one thing i'm scared of, no not scared, regretful about, is letting Petros down without myself even knowing it. i totally promised myself never to make a careless mistake.

okay feels like exams are over except they're not. boohoo. but i think i need to chill a bit. antm is my medicine for the moment, maj & ana ftw!

heh heh.

there's this rly important decision i have to make but haven't got the guts to do so. a lot of "what ifs" and consequences at stake. help.

p/s. happy birthday kelleynne!

Listen the way we feel is not just about you and me
It's a harmony
Just give in
Cause together we'll be brighter than just any star

Pard this is the last one you allowed. of course i won't break our (uncool) rule because i don't wanna lose my 20 bucks to YOU.

nyeh

these few days i can't really explain what is actually it. i am nervous deep down i know but i'm trying not to aggravate it. it's more like
Hello oh it's morning (morning as in 12MN) okay Macs > study > bfast at 4am > home > sleep > studyyy > sleep > OH GOD NEXT MORNING?! DARN ONE MORE DAY LESS TO Os. ):

ya. everyday means one day less. a few more everydays means tomorrow is THE DAY.

funny how Cambridge makes all of us feel like that. it's like a psycological game. wdev

wth man everyone is doing damn well? they know their stuff. and and...ya fine i'm just gonna sit in the exam and stare at the paper and die of shock. think about it, what if i look at the first question already and i...die?? "shitzzx wth is this ques about? force = ?? force = mass / acceleration? no omg force = mass x acceleration! damn everyone alr flipped to 2nd page.?! huhhhhh"

SCARY. but too bad. hur no use regretting not studying hard enough right.

so you won't see me here until my nightmare is over. (how's a sleeping pill?)



Girl of the day: SHI YING!

Happy Birthday!

I'm just like very happy to see you every every time? plus you're so miss-able sigh. thanks for always listening to whatever rubbish i've to say and for being suchhh a sweet friend and being so clique-able(w everyone) and sending me wondergirls and having girl talks(imm:D) and reading your blog makes me smile and ya ya ya you know it la huh(: Lovvve you zillions.



& Happy Belated XIAN HUAN! (sorry)
haha it's fun everytime you rant about As and I, Os. (it's gna be over it's gna be over!!!) and you're all abt jc while i'm still all abt sec sch. hur. you're seriously smart&talented i swear. dance act sing studies. whoa. i like this picture dk why. it's your neverending r/s with potatoes. potatoes ftw(: loves!!

bday celebrations:





clueless; about every lil thing i think

till the day, 12 november, falls upon us...
you know you love me.

DISCLAIMER: this post was typed out many days ago and only scheduled for publishing today
(Julia, ya)

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
"I wish I could find a way try not to cry"



PERFECT 10 (minus elea)



















It's something more than saying "I miss you"

yep today is kind of like the 'official' last day of school. i'm feeling down. it's either the good ol' days are gone(refer to pictures abv), friends aren't here, spending the whole time on the LT chair, that AM mock that was mocking me the whole time, or that Os are just a stone's throw away. (PSLE ENDED TODAY.)

CIA. CIA!!! CIA!!!!!!!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

heh can you imagine if sleeping is an O LEVEL SUBJECT. that's so cool right. i mean sleeping is a universal thing that everyone has to do and it's good so we should be trained to sleep efficiently and correctly and well. not?

i must not/will not give up.

till who knows when? ten days. wish me all the luck you have. byebye.

One minute I held the key
next the walls are closed on me

It's OKTOber! (<-- click. i don't think i tuned in?)
hey we're some 20 odd days only, to Os. can someone tell me what's a transformer?

DON'T WASTE YOUR TIME TO TRY TO READ THIS POST BY ME.

I am so totally ultra very very NOT prepared for freaking O levels and I am the type of imperfect, not A student that many teachers don't really adore because I will not don't shut off in class. I am so not a teacher's pet. I am never oh-so-hardworking and maybe since I am not at all prepared for Os I cannot go out with my friends everyday(except to study)

*teachers prob find me hopeless, far from ideal.

I can feel serenity (anxiety, I mean) in this whole damn scary phase of a not so that happy and ever unready student's life. It's true.

I am feeling sweaty and hot and I need you sexy air-con switched on now.


Only see the (good) things. hah